And when I wake, I'm right here by your side to feel your heart beat in and out of time.

I cut my hair shorter when I was together with Cecil - not sure if I like it. I actually wanted it as Agyness Deyn at first, even with the bangs and all, but I was too much of a pussy to do it. so it just got a bit shorter.. maybe I'll do it someday, but I'm still unsure if I want to be feminine or boyish, so idk. I'm still considering cutting my sides shorter though, but again, that would make me look more like a boy. and if I suddenly feel like a girl, I would regret it.

tomorrow, I'm going to the piercer with Anna, so she can get her septum done. it's going to look fucking rad, I just know it! I can't wait to see it. and I can't wait to see her. she's close me, after all, we dated for a year, but now we're just really close friends. I love hanging out with that person. :'D
I actually went to the piercer today too! I just had to get my cheeks shorter, since they were really sticking out. it looked pretty dumb. so I finally woke up at a reasonable time, and got it done! I feel awesome, so now they look cute. but I'm considering taking them out actually.. there's just too much metal in my face, and I don't want to take out my lip piercings, since they're my favorites in my face, and I love my bridge.. so it kinda has to be them. which sucks, since they're cute.
I also had plans to see Jamie tomorrow, but there's going to be a blizzard tomorrow, and I would be there at 7 PM, because I also have to go to the piercer.. so we're not going to see each other tomorrow, probably. I just really miss him, and I want to give him some homemade crap I've made for him. we'll figure something out.

I've felt high all day because of him though, so I'm in a great mood. right now, I'm just bored. and I want to watch Rugrats. and I want someone to pet me, because I'm a good boy. :D

I bought some Christmas prezzies today! one for Dina, my sister, and I hope she'll like it. the other one was for Jamie, and it's fucking rad, I've actually wanted it myself for soooo long. it's so fucking awesome! might buy one for myself as a christmas present, hahaha.

oh, and Emilia is a nullerpullergøj-julenisse. :'D you know you are!