From throat and eyes came winter and reasons, I'm told to carry on.

I miss summertime, therefore a picture from this summer. I remember that day, it was sooo hot, I felt like I was melting! one of the warmest days ever that summer. it's btw a friend of mine, called Cecilie (WHY DO EVERYONE I KNOW HAVE TO BE NAMED CECILIE? SO CONFUSING), and I miss her. sadly, she doesn't party anymore, and we don't really share the same interests anymore.. but she was sweet. I remember we sat on a swing, her, Cecil and I, and just had fun and talked that summer. I miss those times. ah, summer memories are coming back to me. I was also together with (another) Laura, not the one I've mentioned previously. she lives in Aarhus, but Cecil and I visited her for an entire weekend. it was so much fun, and we have a lot of inside jokes. I don't talk to her that often anymore though, and I really miss it.
I think I've lost some friends after dumping Japanese fashion and music. I mean, I still like it, and I sometimes listen to it too. it's just not that often anymore. I still listen to 12012 though, and sometimes Dir en grey. I used to be such a freak, hahah. with shaved eyebrows, plateau shoes, panty girdles showing, and Japanese brands. I only listened to Japanese rock and metal, and I studied the language. I don't regret a thing, because that's something that made me who I am. I still have some roots from there in my way of dressing, and I can still feel inspired by the fashion. not VK and that stuff though, even though I find it really pretty. it's just not fit for me anymore. I like being who I am right now, not following any kind of styles. I've asked some friends what style they consider me as, and they don't really have an answer. oh, when I dress girly, I've been told I'm having a sort of "Pigebarn"-style. in a good way. I don't know what I am, and I like it that way.
but I think I might have lost some friends over time because of it, which is rather weird. but instead, I've gotten new friends, whom I treasure dearly. but I'll admit, sometimes I miss the old times. like, how obsessed I was about fashion. now, I'm more relaxed, and I rarely dress up. I miss dressing up, but I simply don't know how to do it anymore. well yeah, I put on extra makeup, like eyeliner and eyeshadow, and wear something fancy.
but anyway. long boring rant about me some years ago, haha.

I woke up at 12, and then I packed some stuff so I could go home on Christmas vacation. then Anna came over a few hours after, and we just hung out and chillaxed, listening to music and talking, which was really nice. we also saw some Behind2Hills, and I remember it funnier than it actually was. maybe my humor is not as lame as it used to be, hahah. we also saw Desandnate, listened to Blink 182 (FUCK YEAH), saosin and of mice and men. pretty much my music, haha. I feel sorry for her.
but it was really nice hanging out with her. I gave her her christmas present, a mustache made out of beads, hahaaaha. I'm so lame. lately, I've been obsessed about beads. like, I make everything out of beads. mustaches, joysticks, bows, everything. it's so nice! I like it, but I feel like I'm in kindergarden again, haha. missing those times, where you ate paint because it looked delicious, AHAHAHAHAH. I did.

tomorrow it's Christmas. I'm gonna spend it together with my brother, sister and my brother's girlfriend's family. I'll tell you guys what I got as presents tomorrow!