he doesn't look a thing like jesus, but he talks like a gentleman.

this is a picture (or two) of my boyfriend, Jamie. *hearts and candies* yes, we're together again, after this weekend, and I'm so blissful that we are. I can't describe the feeling I have in my tummy, it feels so right and good.

so I went to his parent's place, since he was on a visit, because a lot of shit is going on at his residency. I've met them before, his parents, and I really like them. I just don't hope they see me as a freak, haha. I got so excited when I saw him again! hahah. like, I was through the roof, inside my head. it felt like ages since the last time I saw him, so I was mentally rolling on the floor in excitement. it was amazing, hugging him again, and to kiss him was even better.
we got upstairs during the evening, just laying in his bed kissing and huggling, when he suddenly says he has a surprise for me. it was SO CUTE!!! a little letter, saying "will you be my girlfriend.. again? Yes, No, Maybe". I started laughing, because I didn't know how to react, because it was so damn adorable of him. of course I said yes. so now, we're back together, and I could absolutely not be happier than I am right now about it.

we also made christmas decorations! ours failed and ended up looking like I-don't-know-what, but it was so nice and lovely to just spend time with him and his family.

I feel like I could rant about him forever, hahah. he gives me the butterflies, the feeling that I'm loved and protected, and that everything is always okay. I don't know, it all just feels right when I'm with him, like he's what I needed, the arms I needed around me. he makes me feel a special feeling, that I can't describe, but it's amazing. he is amazing.

I love you to the bones. thank you for being here.