you sit there in your heartache, waiting on some beautiful boy to save you from your old ways.

I'm pretty happy I dyed and cut my hair short actually, despite getting a more feminine face. that sucks ofc for me right now, but when I dress girly, it won't look stupid. and I'm happy about the haircut, it's nice and short and it feels good to be stroked on. it's still orange some places, or as Jamie was kind enough to point out, salmon-colored. *angry fist*
I had to cut some of my bangs shorter though, because it was so dead due to all the bleaching. but I'm grown pretty fond of my hair right now, which means my friends can't bully me with me looking like a scenekid anymore. now, I'm just told I look like a faggy queer, as Laura was so sweet to say. I don't mind being called that, actually, because that's pretty much what I am.

I spend some time with Jamie, my lovely boyfriend (yes, I'm proud to say that, hahah. I'm so proud he's mine) from Friday noon until Saturday night. now I'm home, and I'm just chillaxing to some music, Enter Shikari's Common Dreads. it's awesome, I just downloaded it.

I'm holding a small get-together on New Years Eve, where I'm gonna be together with my best friend Cecil, Nanna, Emilia, Laura and her boyfriend, David. I wish Jamie was there too, so I could kiss him when the time hits 12. he's going to be together with his best friend Lars, and I think that's great, they haven't seen each other in ages. but if that doesn't work out (they haven't settled things yet), he is welcome at my place. I hope he knows that. so if you're reading this; COME TO MY PLACE! hahah. you know I want you there. <3 I also want him to meet my friends.
but I'm looking so much forward to it, spending New Years with some of my closest friends. I hope Emma can come too, but she's probably going to spend it together with her almost-boyfriend, I think.. I'll ask her tomorrow.

speaking of tomorrow, my dearest older sister turns 19 tomorrow! she's getting old, huh. I've bought her a present, I'll tell you what it is tomorrow. but I can't wait to see my family, it'll be so nice. lately, I've talked with her a lot on the phone. it's really nice, knowing what she's up to, since she's always to busy to hang out with me. so I'm coming over at noon, where we'll eat birthday buns and pancakes, nom nom nom.

my blog is so unbelievably boring, I'm so sorry for those who follows me on blogspot.