I believe I can see the future, 'cause I repeat the same rutines.

I don't know why, but I feel kind of melancholic right now. I really don't know why, my day has been chillax and everything. so I have no idea why I feel like this. I'm just tired of everything, and I feel like I need love right now. just to be held in warm hands.
I don't know, I just want to give up from time to time. and I feel like that right now. that it simply does not seem worth it.

I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do