I think I used to be someone, now I just stare into the sun.

I just love Nine Inch Nails, their music is amazing. their album With Teeth is amazing, and their lyrics are incredible. I don't care if it's not underground anymore, because damn, that's just great music.

anyway, I went to my sister's birthday yesterday. I bought her a box set from The Body Shop, full of moisturizer and peeling and all that jazz. she got happy, even though it was a quite boring gift, in my opinion. I'd love to give her something really awesome, but I had no idea what to buy her. I know what I'll get her for Christmas though, and I think she might like it!
I didn't get there in time to eat birthday buns, I came over at around 2 PM instead. later, her guests came, which consisted of Christina, my brother and his girlfriend Signe, Mette, Rikke, Anne, and her boyfriend, Mikkel. then we had some delicious dinner, it tasted so good, one of my favorite dishes actually! it's a dish I don't know the name of, but it's so good. my mother's husband used to make it from time to time, when he had time, since it takes a lot of time to make. and it's sooooo goood! nom nom. yeah, I'm ranting about that dish, but wth. :'D
we drank a lot of red wine that night, and I got sooo drunk. it was quite embarassing, because I have never been drunk in front of anyone in my family. smoked way too many fags. but I had a nice night! signe, mikkel and I stayed up until late, talking and mocking eachother. it was hella fun, hahah. went to bed at 3 AM.

I also made a bet, that if I don't stop smoking from January 1st, I have to pay 300 DKK to Mikkel, Christina and my mom. that's pretty good, since I don't have enough money to do that, which means I just have to stop. they're also quitting. teamwork, wooh!

tomorrow, I'm going out with my beloved friend Laura, since she needs a dress for New Years Eve. I'm really looking forward to spend some time with her, even though we are roomies, we actually don't see each other that often, because she always has plans during the day. I, on the other hand, are a low life, with no school or job or whatsoever, lawlz. emoing here.
but she's one of my closest friends, she's so awesome. she rather weird and used to be really annoying when I first met her, but now she's more down to earth and laidback, which is great. she has helped me through a lot of hard shit, when it comes to gender and sexuality, and she's been there through fun times also. we were hospitalized together, and have had some pretty deep talks and helped each other out during difficult times. she knows me really well, and we talk very openly with each other. I love her so much, and I'm proud of who she is. <3 I hope she knows that.

I really want to get a Isabella/Christina piercing! that'd be fricking rad, man. I know I'd love it. the thing is, I have to wait until I turn 18. I've wanted it for a long time now, but I just recently started thinking again about getting one. it must hurt so baaaad. idk. it looks pretty and cute.

I miss Jamie. a lot.