burst of red and green all over me.

my Christmas was splendid! I spent it together with my sister, brother, his girlfriend, and her family and two dogs. there was a lot of present under the tree, and I got a lot of really, really nice stuff. I felt so happy recieving everything, though I knew what some of my presents were. but it was awesome. I recieved 2 Drop Dead shirts (one of them is the one I'm wearing on the picture - a shirt with a robot on, and the other one with a zombie), which both are extremely fabulous and urgh. I love them, even though the zombie one is rather small - but I'm going to loose some weight in 2011, so that's okay. then I got some really gorgeous underwear, I' completely in love with it - and a robot necklace and a robot figurine. then a mascara, a perfume (Bvlgari Black, so nom nom nom), boxers, some money and two gift certificates to the same store. I don't think I left something out.. oh yeah, and a really cute shirt I've been having my eyes on for a while! it's soft pink, with a big ribbon on.the food was also really delicious, and I ate so much! it was so good. I ate like.. two full plates, where I normally eat one, so I was completely full. but when it's Christmas, it's almost like a rule to eat when you're completely stuffed, haha.
so my christmas was well spent, and people liked the presents I got for them, so I couldn't be more satisfied.

today, we had dinner at my mom's place, where Mette (my sister's friend who currently lives here), my sister and her boyfriend, my mom, brother and his girlfriend and I were. it was so nice, I can tell you that! I got so full again. definitely have to start exercising again, haha. we got a lotta food, and christmas beer (but I don't drink beer, I get sick if I drink it). we played some boardgames, Bezzerwizzer, where I read the cards aloud and was the judge. all in all, I had a lot of fun today. but the thing is though, that after I have had a really nice and/or fun day, I don't know what to do afterwards. I'm so bored right now. just smoking some fags and drinking some coke. probably going to bed soon, since I'm exhausted and I don't really have anything else to do, hahah.

I found a picture from this spring, I'm going to share.my sister and I, when her hair was blonde and I had brown hair and extensions. I look so chubby. I weighed a lot more back then, because of the meds I was on, and the extra kgs were really hard to loose, so I exercised like a maniac and ate close to nothing. I was really sick at one point, with my eating disorder. but I think that went away after a few months. it sucks that it comes from time to time, where I get really sick. I haven't had it since this Spring, and I definitely hope it won't come back again! it sucks, really. but I've lost even more weight after that, I can see that in my face. which makes me really pleased with myself, haha. I need to start exercising again, so I can get healthier and more in shape and look a little bit better. just on my tummy, though, and a bit on my thighs. surprisingly, I don't want to loose anything on my hips, since I'm quite okay with them. and jamie likes them too, so that just makes it better, hahah.
I don't get why people say my sister and I look alike, because I really don't see it. first of all, we don't have the same type of face. she's oval, and I'm heartshaped. she has full lips, and I have pretty thin lips. she has a smaller nose than I, and hers is straight, while mine has more bumps on it. I have rounder eyes than she does. she's tall and curvy, as in hourglass shaped, and I'm short and more square. I don't get it, we just don't look the same, hahah! she looks better than me.. has all the right features, while I'm stuck with the bad side of the DNA from my family, hahahahah.
idgi.