sad overwhelms, my feelings drown, and oh I feel dependent.

so yeah, 2 new things; I've dyed my hair dark brown, and I've gotten stretches in my earlobes! woopdifuckinghoo. even though I was really satisfied with my blonde hair, it damaged it so much, and since I'm growing my hair out, I couldn't bleach it anymore, because it would break off. so dark hair for me. eventually, it'll become my natural haircolor. I'm actually feeling pretty comfortable with this color, even though I look like a complete emofag. when I met up with Laura and David earlier today, David greeted me by saying "what's up, emo". and Emilia tells me I look like emo. which is probably true, but wtf. I like it this way, and it'll get lighter with time.

today was my Mum's birthday, so I had to wake up at 8:30 to surprise her. she really didn't see it coming. my sister, Mikkel and I went outside at 9, where we met up with my uncle, his wife, 2 aunts and their husbands, my cousin, and my brother. then we stood outside my mother's kitchen window, and one, two, three, we began to sing "happy birthday" as loud as we could. she came to the window, and immediately stormed away. then we got inside, and found her crying. she was so overwhelmed, and it was really cute. she had no idea that people would do that for her. so it was happy tears. then we ate breakfast all of us together, which was really nice and I actually enjoyed it. then she recieved her presents, a day at a spa, and some other things from the family. she was really overwhelmed all the time.
my aunt btw gave me the best compliment ever! she told me that she thinks of me as the female version of Peter Pan. and you had no idea how happy that made me, Peter Pan is my true hero, and I adore everything about that story. so it meant a lot to me. also because I don't want to grow up. but she said we resembled each other in how we look. I got so happy, hahah.

then at 3 PM, I went to the piercer, where I met up with Laura and David. I had to get my lobes pierced and stretched, as I mentioned before. it's funny, but my piercer actually sent a "friends request" on facebook, which only means I've been there too many times, haha. I find it hilarious. I picked out the biggest size I could get at this point, which was 5mm, and the plugs. then we got into the piercing booth, and when I saw the needle, I was scared to death. I have honestly in my life never seen a thicker needle... ever. it was almost the size of a cigarette, a little bit thinner. so I was terrified. it didn't hurt more than a lip piercing, but the stretching did quite hurt.
I will change my plugs in a month, so I can get some more fancy ones than these. gonna be nice. :D

oh, and I've lost weight! probably because I sleep all the time. I don't mind though, I wish I could loose 2 more kgs.
ate sushi with Dina and Mette when I got home, and now I'll grab some of my leftovers - california rolls, NOM NOM NOM NOM. <3 and then I'm heading of to bed, since I only slept an hour and a half this night, and I haven't even taken any naps. goodnight!

From throat and eyes
Came winter and reason
and I'm told carry on
Sad overwhelms
My senses drown
and oh I feel dependent
Feeling that you were honestly gone
I can't shake it...
Make the same mistake twice