the girls wanna be her, the boys wanna be her.

I've had a fairly nice day today. I just lay slumbering in my bed all up to afternoon, and then I went to the piercer with Nanna. she had to get her cheeks done. she was so nervous, it was unbelievable! but they turned out sooo cute, she looks amazing. she has such a cute face, and it just looks even cuter now. Martin, the piercer, and I just ran around, joking about all stuff, like the mouth wash tasted like Wunderbaum and the like. he's so cool, we always joke around when I'm there. he has made ALL of my piercings, expect the one in my ear (which Nanna made), and my bridge/earl, which the other piercer, Jack, made. so Martin knows me pretty well, has been going there regularly during the past year and a half or so.

I've started to draw on a little mechanic heart on my chest, because I'm considering it as a tattoo. I will get a chestpiece one day, but I want to be completely sure before I get it. so maybe the next half year, I'd be running around with an eyeliner/pen heart on my chest. you can see it on the picture. I'd also like to have written "j'ai peur de devenir un adulte sans rêves" on there either over or below it, but I think I will get it written on my lower abdomen instead. that would be pretty lovely.

I'm still happy I've found out about my gender issues, but also a little sad, knowing that I'll never be completely happy with my biological gender.

I think I will make a new entry again later, before going to bed.

Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?