did you know that I love you? come and lay with me. I love you.

today has been fairly boring. not just to say "fairly", but... extremely boring. I haven't been doing anything remotely interesting at all. originally, Emilia and I had planned to hang out, but she had forgotten she had an appointment with her shrink. so I got up fairly early, and then I waited for her to come to my place, checking Facebook, where she wrote about the appointment, and that she was sorry. but it was okay, everyone can forget an appointment once in a while. :) I do that, too. I didn't get angry at her.
so after that, I went to the bank with Laura and my contact person, Berit (AND ROBBED EVERYTHING MUHAHAHAHAH), because my card didn't work properly. so now, everything's fixed! such a relief that I can finally use it again. then we went to the pharmacy, because Laura needed some rescription pills.
unfortunately, I couldn't hang out with her when we came home, not for such a long time at least. she's sleeping at her mother's place. Nanna is also home on Bornholm, a little Danish island. and Emma had her boyfriend over. so I've pretty much just had a whole day for myself.. kind of boring, I must admit. maybe I'm just a boring person, hahahahha.

tomorrow, I'm going to sleep at Jamie's place, it's going to be so lovely. I am so much in love with him, it's whack. he surely does something to me, and the feeling I get is insane... it's like happiness, orgasms, rainbows and joy x 500. I feel so safe with him. and that I truly can be who I am, that I don't have to hide anything. he makes me feel better about myself, and not so critical of everything I do.
so yeah, I can't wait for tomorrow to come. I seriously consider just going to bed so time can move faster. isn't that pathetic? heh..

oh, and also; I just discovered how much dick crunkcore sucks (in my opinion).