freeze the things that you've loved.

today has been pretty great. I woke up pretty late, like.. 2 PM or something, and then went for a shower and got ready, because I had to see Emilia. that girl is really awesome, we always have an awesome time together. we even robot fought! hahahaah. it was pretty splendid.. we recorded it, and then we fought. I hope she'll put it up on Facebook or something, it's really weird.
we pretty much just used our time talking about random stuff. oh yeah, and we made a painting together! it's pretty whack. it's pink and says "PRINCESS 4EVER", ahahahaha. our humor is really lame when we're together, but I really do enjoy it.
she also ate here, for the first time. oh, and we ate these really delicious homemade scones too! I love you, even though you're a retard. <3

after she left, I just fooled a bit around, doing nothing interesting, until Laura came home. just chillaxed with her and stuff. I love hanging out with her, she's so amazing. really, one of my best mates. she's been there so many times for me, and I miss hanging out with her and Emilia at the same time.

I've started writing with this really cute girl, and we're going on a date next week, which I'm really looking forward to. but seriously, she's really cute. there's just one problem...
I think I might have developed a crush on a friend, who is out of my reach. I don't know if I am, but it really bugs me. she's so sweet and we talk really well with each other. but.. she's straight, and has a long-term boyfriend. and it sucks, because all I want to do is just to kiss her pretty lips, and tell her how much I like her... urgh. it really fucking sucks to be in my position, because I will never be with her, ever. plus, it might fuck up our relationship up as friends, if we broke up, and I don't want that. so I'm probably gonna keep it cool... but she's just so damn cute. I just want to hold her all the time.
but yeah, the other girl is also really, really cute, but I don't know her that well yet. but she's really sweet and we flirt a hella lot. so I pretty much can't wait to see her next week, hopefully it won't be awkward!

tomorrow, I'm going to see Anna, which I'm really looking forward to. we're going to be really lame and do lame things, like we always do, and I can't wait. the last time I saw her was... the day before Christmas Eve, so I'm really excited about seeing her. wohoo!