it's funny how everything that swore would never change, it's different now.

I'm sitting here at my mum's place, and I've been her since yesterday. it's nice. :] teheh. I'm home alone at the moment though, since everybody is at work. I'm going home to my residency soon though, when I have gotten ready. I'm just sitting here in my box0rz and binder, hahah. I'm too lazy to put on clothes, and no one is home, so I shouldn't care. if others were home, I wouldn't be in this situation right now, I hate being seen in only underwear, unless it's close friends. reminds me of that time when two of my good friends (keeping them anon this time, haha) flashed titties for me, because I had just been dumped, in the park in the middle of the evening. it was pretty fun, they're so weird. I love them.

I don't really have any plans today. I'm probably just gonna sit online until my hair is dry, smoke some nasty ass fags, cough my lungs out because I'm sick, listen to music and all that jazz. oh yeah, and cough some more. then I'm gonna take the two busses home to my residency, and eat some dinner. I decided to skip my Japanese lessons, since I had forgotten everything about them. and now it's almost 4 PM, and I'm not ready yet, and I would have to get my book at my residency, and then be there at 5 PM. I don't want to rush.. and I'm still sick. so yeah, I have a lot of bad excuses.

this weekend, I'm going to Tisvilde, together with Laura, Emma and two contact persons. it's probably gonna be sweet. there's no TV nor interwebz, so all we gonna do is talk. it's gonna be nice. I'm not looking forward to it that much, tbh, but I'm sure it's gonna be awesome and shit. last time I was there was with Emma, where we smeared her entire knee with vaseline, because we were bored. it was pretty weird, haha.
but on the other hand, I'm looking forward to spend some quality time together with Laura, Berit, Lenna and Emma. I'm pretty sure we're gonna have a great time.

on another note, I've decided to get a grip of myself. I did some stupid things some days ago, and there's not really anything I can do about it now. but I've ruined something fragile, something I loved. and I don't want to do that again, ever.