I will always love you.

haven't really blogged for a while. I've wanted to, but been to busy with other stuff, mostly like hanging out with my roommates. it's been nice. slept in Emma's bed with her for 2 days, even though we're not allowed, such crimeriders we are. been drinking at my residence, which is also pretty crimerider-like. but Emma and Andreas, the two I've mentioned in an earlier entry, who was engaged, split up. Emma is a really good friend of mine, so I'm really sad on her behalf. but I'm pretty sure they're gonna end up together again.. they're just "meant to be". some people is.. they were kind of my light of love, like.. I believed, and still believe, that they will always love each other. (sadface, 'cause this hits close to home, at least to me.)

Thursday, when I came home from my mum's place, I just sat around and talked with emma in my room. decided to get something to drink, so we drank some of my Bacardi Lemon, and a beer for emma. but then she did this really gross thing... she puked. in. my. zink. IN MY ZINK. ARAKHFHJKFADj. I died. but I had a fun evening and cozy evening!
Friday, I picked up Laura at the central station, because she came home from Berlin. IT WAS SO NICE TO SEE HER AGAIN AFJDFH. I had such a boring week before that, because she's the person I hang out with the most. so it was amazing to see her again. then we came home, after Jonas had called me a dozens of times, only to find that him and Frederik was so incredibly shitfaced. so yeah, decided to get my crunk oonnnn, even though I didn't get drunk. but they were funny. I got to ash in Frederik's hair, and he was all like, "if you're gonna puke, you're welcome to puke on my chair! :'D :'D :'D", hahahahahhaha.
then Friday, I went to Club Christopher with Laura and David and our pink smokes. laura had bought us both a box of pink cigarettes each, I felt so faggy. had a nice time at CC, but got soooo drunk, as usual. apparently, I threw up 3 times during that night, but I only remember 2 times. that says something about my condition. and I dropped my McD burger. again, that says something about my condition. but I was pretty down that night, because.. yeah, it's lame, but I deleted all my incoming textmessages, including some from some time ago, where someone had written something nice to me. and it stung like shit. and people could apparently see it, that night. because people over all the time and held my head up, and told me that I looked down, and I should join them and get happy. oh, and some random really nasty dude kissed me. ): it was so gross, and I was in shock, so I just walked away.

this week hasn't really been special, nothing to say. Jonas asked me if I was transgender today.

and I'm confused.

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you