but I feel like some part of me is missing, because I've removed them. it sucks ('cuz they play some of my favorite songs, like, stab my heart because I love you, and rip apart my soul, and of course; STABBY RIP STAB STAB. hahahhhaha).
instead, I'm thinking about angelbites. but it's just that.. everybody around me say it won't look good on me. but I want them so fucking bad. I can always take them out, if they don't look good. they're one of my favorite piercings, together with butterfly piercings, and septum.
today, I woke up, and felt really bad, physically. I've been sick since Sunday. but my contact person forced me to get up, and go to my japanese lessons, even though I was really sick.. so on the way, I got really down and stressed, and felt so sick. so we decided it was for the better, that I got home. danx gawd.
then I've pretty much just hung out with Askur, Jonas and Frederik. looked at some semi-porn magazines, and smoked some fags. oh, and I gave Askur a boner, because I licked his finger. it was pretty lawlz-worthy.
I've been thinking a lot lately.. spent my nights doing so. I want to get tattooed soon, most likely on my birthday. I want to get "bird little bird" written on my right arm, together with a little black bird, and then "you have no freedom" on the left arm, and a little feather. I've been thinking about this tattoo for a while. and right at the moment, I can't get it out of my head. also, because I can relate to it in a lot of different ways.
I'll never be able to accept myself, my gender, and my past. I'm bound to it, and I can't run away from it. so yeah...
lately, all I'm listening to is Hollywood Undead's song, "Bullet". it's pretty genius. it's a pretty happy-sounding song, but the lyrics are so.. emo. hahahah. but it's really brilliant, it is.
so if I survive, well then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah I'll see you tomorrow.
ow noes! D: I love your cheek piercings so much..! they suited you so well! and I agree with people; you shouldn't get angelbite, sorry hon. <3
SvarSletI really like the idea of that tattoo! but it also seems like a pretty sad tattoo, and I am just saying this, cause it's something I've been pretty aware about myself; don't get anything sad tattooed on your body. for an example; if you got a tattoo that related to the time you had it most hard, then you'll look at the tattoo and think: "oh, it was really not fun.." and to be honest, it would just make you sad. get something encouraging or something that reminds you of good stuff. remember; it's just a thought I have, and you don't need to feel the same. just want you to take care. <3
Hm, I think you should get angelbites. I don't know if it'd suit you, but.. well, you can take them out again! Also, you'll probably keep wondering how it would look until you get it done..!
SvarSletI agree with Cecil on the tattoo subject, though.
Lots of love <3